The first time that I really understood that I had a soul
This is one of the stories in our Story-Gems project, a collection of our experiences with our Guru, Sri Chinmoy. Project homepage »
After three months of coming to the Centre, I decided I would go to New York to meet Guru and see if I was meant to be following his path. The evening I arrived, I went to PS 86, the public school where Guru was holding a public meditation that night.
At the end of the evening, I stood in the corridor and Guru walked past me. When he walked past me, he stopped and gave me this very, very beautiful smile. When he looked at me, I knew he saw everything about me. He looked at my spiritual heart and his eyes kind of flickered very momentarily, very briefly, when he looked at my spiritual heart. He did something occultly or psychically, because I felt this, like a little warm explosion in my heart centre. All my worldly troubles all fell away, and I suddenly felt immensely happy.
That feeling of being unburdened by my mind and free of all my troubles stayed with me for about three or four days. That was the very first time that I really understood that I had a soul, that I am the soul. That was the beginning of my journey.
Of my Lord’s Heart
Feeds my heart’s prayer-cry
Before I start my daily spiritual journey.
Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. Twenty-Seven Thousand Aspiration-Plants, part 155, Agni Press, 1991
Sri Chinmoy's students describe their inner and outer experiences.
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A vision at 3 a.m in the morningAbarita Dänzer Zürich, Switzerland
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President Gorbachev: a special soul brought down for a special reasonMridanga Spencer Ipswich, United Kingdom
Listen to the inner voiceVidura Groulx Montreal, Canada
No Fear, Only the Heart’s ConcernJogyata Dallas Auckland, New Zealand
Why run 3100 miles?Smarana Puntigam Vienna, Austria
The day when everything beganBhagavantee Paul Salzburg, Austria
The day I saw my Guru for the first timeNatabara Rollosson New York, United States
Having a Spiritual TeacherPreetidutta Thorpe Auckland, New Zealand
Filled with deepest joyTirtha Voelckner Munich, Germany
The day I recieved my spiritual nameBanshidhar Medeiros San Juan, Puerto Rico
interviews with Sri Chinmoy's students